So many years ago, I used to write almost every day, I had a beautiful place to work, full of light and filled with all the good energy in the world. I painted the Magdalene and helped people pursue their dreams and taught kids art. I created murals and books, and went wherever I was invited. I was living my dream and loving my life. Little by little that blessed life changed, but it was still good. Really good and free. I used to lie in bed and night and say: "I'm so gratefu